But when my taxi pulled up to our driveway at 0200 hours, the lights were off.
That was the first thing that made the hair on the back of my neck stand up. Tessa never turned the porch light off when she knew I was coming. She used to say it was her lighthouse, guiding me back from the storm. Tonight, the house was a black void.
I paid the driver and walked up the path. The silence was heavy, physical. It pressed against my ears like deep water. I reached for my keys, but I didn’t need them. The front door was unlocked. It was cracked open about an inch.
My hand instantly went to my waistband, reaching for a sidearm that wasn’t there. I wasn’t in the sandbox anymore. I was in the suburbs of Virginia. I pushed the door open with my boot.
“Tessa?”
My voice sounded too loud in the quiet hallway.
There was a smell. It wasn’t dinner. It wasn’t her perfume. It was the sharp, chemical stinging of bleach. And underneath the bleach, there was something else. Copper. Metallic. The smell of old pennies.
I know that smell. Every operator knows that smell. It is the scent of violence.
I moved through the house, clearing rooms out of instinct. Living room: clear. Kitchen: clear. But the dining room… the rug was gone. The hardwood floor was wet. Someone had scrubbed it, but in the moonlight filtering through the window, I could see the dark stains that the bleach hadn’t quite lifted.